Sneek Peek! Beautiful Amie

Here is Beautiful Amie! I couldn't help but share. I LOVE her hair. She is going to be the most beautiful bride! I am so excited for June 5!!!

Someday Allie will find her Prince, but her Daddy will always be her KING!!

Since Allie was born she has adored her Daddy. She knows him in ways I will never understand but am so grateful that she does. She has that wonderful magic touch to make Daddy Blissfully happy. Sometimes I envy the bond they have because they have there own little things only they can understand. Like scarring me for one. If there is one thing I hate ALOT in the world its being scared but they both love the thrill of it but even more they LOVE to scare me so they can Laugh! Afterwards I get so mad because I hate the feeling of Jumping out of my skin but then I see there faces and its hard to be to mad.

Allie talks about her Daddy all the time when he is not around. She worries about him and misses him so much when he is gone. She always says. " Mom my Daddy at work! He needs to come home and snuggle." or "My Daddy left me all his snuggles" Which means she is sleeping on his pillow and Daddy left his snuggles for her. Of course being the Mom I am I try to steal the snuggles but she always wins because she has the magic plus those snuggles were left for her. Allie loves her Daddy's pillow if there is one place in the house she loves it is her daddy's pillow.

Allie always tells us that she is a princess and I am a princess and her Daddy is a Prince....I always say he is my prince and she says Yep and he is my King. I love that she thinks that her Daddy is a King because he truly tries to do everything for her and give her anything she needs she can get him to melt at the drop of the hat. I love that she has that power with her sweet beautiful brown eyes. Every little girl should have that power it's just so fun to watch the person cave that can't resist that FACE!! As for me I am domed because Allie has her Daddy's eyes so I get it twice.

OK so this Picture I took of Jason and Allie is so dear to my heart because one day when Daddy was at work Allie asked me Why I close my eyes when I kiss Daddy. So I thought for a minute and told her is was because I wanted to make sure that my Kiss had all my loves and snuggles for him in it. So now every time Allie kisses someone she closes her eyes sometimes tight but here she is holding the kiss because Daddy needs it FOREVER!!!!

A Happy Place!

Ok so today I have had many conversations about Blogs......Why do we do them? I mean people do them to update there family about what is going on and also they blog to show the amazing things they make and do. Some people blog about Tips in there profession or some just rant.......I on the other hand have been well I can't figure out the right word for what I would say my blog is. My blog is a place I wish I could go and write about anything but yet I can't Why because well I like to rant or as I like to say VENT!!! I have written many blogs that are drafts about people and things that well (either I can't handle or I just can't deal with).....WHO in there right mind would want to read about that? I mean really. My last couple of post are depressing. Fiber Food and Worry Wart........WHAT WAS I THINKING? Crazy is what I was thinking.....No wonder hardly anyone reads my blog let alone I hardly update it anymore. The reason why is because well they are all Drafts because I am to afraid to show my real feelings about things. I am not ready to hurt anyone because well I know I am judgmental and Lately I TELL IT LIKE IT IS!!! So I don't want to be Harsh or mean but sometimes you just need to VENT!! So my new Quest for now is trying to Figure out what I want my Blog to be!!...........A HAPPY PLACE!!!

DISNEYLAND!!! Where Dreams Come True!

They grow up to fast!

Today I was going through some pictures to get them printed and I ran into this one. I love these girls and they are all growing up to fast.

Worry Wart!

Why must I worry so? I really hate to worry about everything lately. I have figured out that when I am trying to fall asleep at night all I can do is worry and freak out in my head. Then I wake up in a panic because I fell asleep worrying or worse I hear Allie crying. I need to learn to clear my head let things go and pick them up tomorrow if need be. I also need to learn to let other people help or let things of if they really don't matter. Worry will get me no where.

I love the peace of night to think to myself to try to figure out simple problems but even more solve the big ones. I sometimes think I am trying to do to much at once but I can't stop or I would sink and then I would NEVER sleep. I would turn into the wart they always talk about the Worry Wart! Oh and that would not be a pretty sight.

Fabric Food!

So some of you may know and other's may not but either way I need to write or talk about it because well, I don't know how I feel about it. My body for some time has not really been my friend. I know I have done things in the past to anger it well now it is lashing out it ways well I never dreamed of. So after tests and tests and more tests and well a couple of surgeries here and there the last 3 years......My Dr. for now has put me on a High Fiber Diet..................AKA Fabric Foods.

First of all things I hate the word Diet. Yes I know I am over weight and yes I know I eat wrong a lot of the time but there is not one thing I like with the word DIET in it. I hate diet drinks and diet food. I feel like there is a FORCE that is coming at me telling me if you don't it means more tests and more surgeries which is true.

SO I have to suck it up and think of it differently. Problem is more and more each day I learn how Nutrition dumb I am. I am seriously so stupid about food. I never realized that some of the things I eat if I just steamed them instead of ate them raw are better for me. Or that some of the foods I thought were not that great are some of the best. Who knew. Crown me Nutrition Dummy because then at least it comes with diamonds!

Ok so I understand that Dr. or Lab tech's need time to run these so called TEST'S but do they know what it does to a person to wait 5 to 7 days. I hate waiting for tests it is the worst part. The waiting and wondering then.......The call comes.....you notice the number you take a deep breath and and blow it out then you answer....The Dr. says...........WHAT????? (ok so usually the answer I get is the tests were normal or I get the they were inconclusive so we need to check on that if if causes and more problems) I am the MYSTERY the Mystery Woman with the weird body that they can Never give it a name.......I PRAY IT HAS A NAME THIS TIME!!!! Please Please PLEASE have a name. I just want to move on move forward and have ENERGY and be able to exercise again so then yes world. I can lose weight.........So now I wait!.....wait for the call and pray it has a name, any name and even more a solution so that I can move forward and not feel like I am Sitting at a table stuck eating Fabric Food!

Ramblings of Dancing Shampoo Yo Yo's

Today I talked to my best friend Angie...Oh how I miss her. She makes life sound so excited and well because her life is. Then as I was telling her about what has happened in mine it was depressing and stressful. SO right then I stopped and asked her how she does it. She laughed and said You told me happy things too. Allie, Hair and Family but the sad thing is in my mind it was stressing too. So today I am going to tell you the Happy part

Allie is my JOY! She has the most amazing hugs and kisses. I love it when she comes into a room and just says my name and I respond "yes, Allie" she pauses and says....MOM I LOVE YOU!!! She is my little helper she keeps me going. She begs me to do dishes with her and cook and clean her room. It makes me laugh because my child wants to clean ALL THE TIME. She is my little dancer and will come and show me her new moves and her dancing feet. Allie will do anything to take a bath except poop on the toilet of course. My Favorite thing Allie does everyday is she becomes obsessed with one book an

d has to carry it around the house and read it to everyone and with everyone, even the bath tub. Today is Dinosaurs Beware" DONT eat the soap Mom it will make you sick and go to the DR. the she coughs and says we should give him some water because in Allie's world when you are sick you need water. Life is Magical in Allie's world and I am so Lucky to be apart of it. Gus Gus and Mary (the mice from Cinderella) are at our house every day along with thousands of Fairies that help clean and dance. One of my favorite among many funny things that Allie does is she LOVES using big words Like dazzling, disgusting, fabulous and gorgeous. it is so funny when she puts them in her words it makes me laugh and I always try to get her to tell me them again. Allie is my joy and I can't wait to hear her next Humm or song or story she has to tell me.

Hair is a fascinating thing even though I don't have a salon right now my joy is doing my Grandma Sonntag's Hair every week. I love making her fee

l beautiful and when I finish I feel more accomplished then I have in a long time. I Love knowing that my Grandma looks forwards to our time together and she is so grateful that I take my time and make her look like the Gorgeous Dish she is. I am starting a New Challenge with Hair I am working on my 1940's styles and Updo's or course but also looking for inspiration.

Family ahh I would be lost without you. You lift me up everyday and you always seem to call at just the right time. You have ESP you just know when I need you. Thank you for loving me and telling me the exciting things your families are doing or even better letting me join in the excitement.

Hope you enjoyed my ramblings!

I am a Horrible Mother!

So today my sister called me and asked me for some pictures and well I figured out I am a horrible mother. I don't have any of the pictures you would expect a mother to have. I don't have hardly any family pictures of us and no professional ones but the ones my Mom and Al have done for me......I am lucky if I have pictures of Allie in my favorite outfits or worse with each of her grandparents and ages. This totally depresses me to think I have missed my opportunity. I feel like that commercial where they take the kid at like 7 and redo all of his baby photo's......I know I am a horrible Mother. My new goal is to be better at getting the pictures I dream of. Let's just hope I do!

So these are the kind of pictures I have of Allie well a lot of them but the Problem is Look who taught her!

Baby Booties!

Ok I have a new quest! I have been doing a lot of crocheting lately and for a long time I have wanted to learn how to make these to today I am going to attempt to trying to start one. I have watched the video on the internet on how to make them like 20 times and I feel like I have a good idea on how to at least get it started so wish me luck!

Oh if you are a crocheter and you want to see the pattern here it is

http://www.knitandcrochettoday.com/pdf/crochetbooties.pdf

Heavenly Brushetta!

OK so this was the best lunch I have ever made! I changed it up a little after searching the Internet for about 2 hours last night. First of all most important when making this use really good olive oil it makes a huge difference. Colivita is the type of Olive Oil we used and was worth every penny and can be bought at most grocery stores. The we used Cherry Sweet Tomato's and Golden tomato's. Fresh Basil. Sea Salt and Fresh Ground Pepper. Then for the special Touch we added Mozzarella Cheese. ( We LOVE Cheese!) Mixed it all together and let it sit While we bake the bread. We went to a French Bakery to get the bread and was SO worth it. So we Brushed the bread with Olive Oil then cooked it in the oven. Flipped the bread. brushed it again. Then we put it together and ATE it while if you notice in the picture of me watched Julie and Julia while eating the BEST Lunch ever!

BON APPETIT!

Ok Everyone after searching the Internet and having Kirsten begging me to find the recipe. I found the recipe of the very yummy looking Bruschetta from Julie and Julia...One of my Top 5 favorite movies of all time. She inspires me to cook. So tomorrow Kirsten and I are going make them. YAY! So I will let you all know how wonderful they are. Wish us Luck

OH if you want to make them yourself here is the website from the cook from the movie

http://food.theatlantic.com/recipes/recipe-tomato-bruschetta.php

I need to figure out how this Sleep thing works?

Sleep is something I day dream about. I am all messed up. I could take a nap anytime in the day but I never do. Then night time comes. I am wide awake. Here it is 4 A.M and No Sleep. Usually my bedtime is around 1 or 2 but tonight I just can't seem to figure out how this Sleep thing works?

Potty Training!

Dear Parents out there who have Potty Trained your Children. YOU ARE AMAZING! I am not. I am done with trying to potty train Allie. She is so stubborn and has her mind made up about the toilet. Nothing works. I have tried everything I can think of and all the advice people have given me. Running around Naked, bribes, games, reminding, different kinds of toilets, Magic Fairy Panties ( they help you remember to go Potty) Princesses Panties. Making her clean it up when she messes. So...........I have come to the conclusion that you are all amazing! I am just going to keep letting Allie go when she wants to but I am not going to bug her about it anymore. I am done..............for now!

My Quest!

I  have started a new quest in my life besides trying to blog more often. I am going to watch every Movie or TV show they watch on Gilmore Girls. I wanted to start with something classic and quoted in many movies so I watched " The Godfather." I Loved it. I have always been fascinated with the Mafia and wondered what it would be like to be apart of it. Every other movie I have seen that had the Mafia in it was not as well "Real" to me as this was. Scared me a little. So needless to say I do not want to be in the Mafia anymore. I am going to watch Part 2 and 3 next. I am very excited for the Sofia Dying scene. Since Lorelai likes to watch it over and over again. 

I am off to watch Part 2 

I Have Appeared !

Hey World! I know what you are thinking MIMI what is up you never post on your blog anymore this is amazing WOW! Well I thought I am on Facebook all the time so I should try to blog to everyday too. So today my blog is about well Random crap. What is on my mind a lot the Zoo. They have had a ton of babies in the past couple of months a Snow Leopard, Meerkats, Giraffe and Elephant! I am so excited they are so cute if you go to there website you can see all of them

https://www.hoglezoo.org/your_zoo_visit/whats_new/animals/new_babies/

I think I am going to save up and buy a Zoo pass. I would love to go all the time just like my Grandpa use to.

Next on my mind. Scrapbooking. I need to get my pics of Allie printed so I can scrapbook her life. I was looking at baby pics of her today and I need to scrapbook my Chubby Baby.

Ok Next in line is My Hair. I AM OVER IT! I need something new.

Almost last on my mind is Dancing Classes for Allie. Anyone know of a good place to have Allie take classes and will let her start soon. She will be 3 October 1.

Last I am going to have a contest because well if anyone actually reads this soon I will be Shocked! The First 3 people to comment on this post will get a PRIZE! It will be something cool just you wait. :)

30 Questions

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? * Dad and Mom dont read this question*........Yes many times actually about 7 or 8 in one year.......sometimes it makes me laugh to think I use to be so Naughty

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters?Oh Yeah

3. When’s the last time you’ve been sledding?Long time ago.....it was at the cabin

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? I need my hottie to sleep he is my leg pillow

5. Do you believe in ghosts? yes

6. Do you consider yourself creative? I hope so.

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? Yes

8. Team Aniston or Team Jolie? Ummm.......what brad wants brad gets I guess.

9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics? I hate politics but Yeah I do....I have a nerdy friend who loves it and tells me all about it

10. Do you know how to play poker? Yes

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? Way longer then 48 hours....5 days was the longest I have gone without sleeping.

12. What’s your favorite commercial? The AT&T ones right now......but I did love the credit card ones with Id Theft

13. Who was your first love? Jeff Ross

14. If you’re driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red light? I have many times in my teens trying to get home before midnight but since then no.

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you? No, cause Heavenly Father knows everything.

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?. Yay! Red Sox

17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?Yep, and i fell down and sliced my ankel

18. How often do you remember your dreams? Almost every night

19. What’s the one thing on your mind? State Boards

20. Do you always wear your seat belt? No I am bad the belt gives me rashes. I hate them

21. What talent do you wish you had?Sewing

22. Do you like Sushi? No

23. What do you wear to bed?G's

24. Do you truly hate anyone? No its not worth my time

25. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? Jason Curtis Murray.......or Johnny Depp....jason made me tell the truth

26. Do you know anyone in jail? Yes

27. What food do you find disgusting? Seafood, Sushi, cilantro,.......Pork

28. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back? I admit I did in high school alot. Now I hope I dont.

29. Have you ever been punched in the face?Yes, 3 times to be exact....one was by a drunk person

30. Do you believe in angels and demon? Yes I do.....they are real very very real

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Allie had to write you all a Letter she kept telling me that she wanted to show you her Cinda Pictures....These Pictures are of Allie on Halloween. The "G's are about gus gus the rest she wouldn't tell me because its to all of you. Hope you enjoy Allie's Letter She loves you All

Fam

Little Miss Allie Blanche