Shoes!!

Allie is all about the shoes lately. She loves to wear any shoes. Mine, Daddy's and her own. She was so excited when she found my sandals. I was surprised how well she could walk with the high hills.

Dying Inside?

I need some input on a subject I have been thinking about a lot lately. Any advice would be great and I don't mind who it comes from so PLEASE Comment!

Do you think that if you stop doing something that is such apart of you. That you can slowly die inside? Like if you are a painter and you stop using a paint, or a Dancer who stops dancing, computer wiz without and computer, carpenter without wood.......but in my case its Music....A singer who doesn't sing and a Fiddler who cant get her self to play a note.

I love to sing and I do in my car and with Allie also around the house and all that stuff but, not like I use to. Singing was a huge part of my life. I was always sharing it with someone and now only with Allie which is not a bad thing but I know my voice is not what it use to be. When I was in primary teaching the kids all the songs it wasn't so bad but now I no longer have that calling so I don't share my music.

Violin is a whole crazy topic with me. I know I have issues and I have some people in my life that are willing to do anything for me to play those strings again. I know if my mother heard them again she would cry because she would know how hard it is for me to even try. ....I think I am going to put if all out there.

I feel like a failure when it comes to Violin. I know Mom and Dad both of you are shocked I would say that, but I do. I didn't make it into concerto night and I know I could have. I let you both down all those years of lessons and I couldn't even try to make it. I took it for granted how easy Violin came to me. I know that at that time in my life I was not who I am now and was very very stupid. I am sorry for that! So now my problem is every time I pick that violin up I feel like a failure! My issue I know and I am working really hard to get past that.

So the question again Do you think that if you stop doing something that is such apart of you. that you can slowly die inside?

Miss Blanche!

My silly Allie Girl! She cracks me up. She talks a mile a minute. I cant understand half of what she says but I act like I do so she will keep talking. Her new thing is to say Mom then say it again and again so we have a name war. Mom...Allie...Mom....Allie...Mom...I can ask her what she wants and she will just say Mom so I say OK and hug her or just kiss her. Then she laughs and runs away.

Babies are very big in Allie's world right now. She loves to sing to them or put them to sleep. Burping is very important and of course Feeding. She started breast feeding her baby the other day after she saw Lou feed Sofia. I just laughed and let her do it. Breast feeding is very important to your child.When you say Baby in Allie's world its not said Baby its Bebe. in a lower tone of voice.....Don't forget to play patty-e-cake. So much fun!!

Hear music its time to Dance baby! Twirling, bouncing, tapping, Swaying, Booty shaking and her beautiful Sashay as she walks. I love how she uses her arms when she dances. She is so happy when she hears the beat and gets so excited when I start to dance with her. She is fascinated when she see other people dance. So you think you can dance is one of her favorite shows.

ELMO!! I Love Elmo. He makes Allie so happy and the more I watch it with her he makes me happy. I love how crazy Elmo is and Red too! Allie found this toy in Noah's room the other day that is a fish bowl that is Noah's Fish's toy. Allie came running to me and told me it was Dorthy who is Elmo's pet fish.

Kitty Meow!!! Allie loves kitty's now I know this is partly my fault by calling her Allie Cat since birth but its not a bad thing. She loves to point Kitty's out and say Meow. She will also pretend to be a Cat. She also like so chase the Cats around at her many grandmas houses. Probably a better term is torturer the cats. She still is having a hard time with how to be soft. Lucky she hasn't been hurt yet!

Much Better!

OK so I am so sorry that I had to change my blog address but my other one was WAY messed up and I couldn't fix it. I couldn't even put pics on my posts anymore. I have been trying to do it so when the pic wouldnt go then I wouldnt post so I changed my Blog address.

Welcome to the new and improved Mimi